Why cant I escape?
Mew so much has happened since my birthday. I remember the last message i left on my journal i was quite excited about my birthday. Why not, i was with a guy i thought i liked and i wasnt ill, suffering from bad parent times. How was i to know it would all turn on its head as of my birthday. the guy i was with was manipulative and violent, however i didnt see it and for that i paid... dearly.
I split up with him when i learnt that i wasnt as happy as i thought i was. And his revenge for that was... well i am not going to go into it. However i would like to announce that despite all of that crapness, a shining light has come out of the darknesss. Sam, my mate and partner has been there for me every step of the way for my recovery, and it is thanks to him i haven't done anything stupid.
We met at the Devmeet in London and from then on we have been in continual contact, desperately needing each other. We have had such good times together, its just sad that whilst all this recent police stuff involving incident with my Ex, i cant see him. i feel empty without him, and betrayed by those that i thought were supposed to do whats best for me.
I have also started at Art College, so i am busy as hell, but i tried to put up all the art i did over the holidays. I will get back to it in due time but i have to work first!
i love you all x



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Night Terrors
These are a collection of pieces from the Night Terrors Series
Reflection [link]
Hate WIP [link]
Bad Dreams [link]
Do look at these. You might understand how i am feeling xx


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depressed
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i hate my life


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